Days of Awe

I thoroughly enjoyed my focus on Old Testament studies in seminary. I remember how moved I was by studying the High Holy Days in Judaism, the Days of Awe (Yamim Noraim), the ten days between Rash Hashanna (New Year / Feast of Trumpets) and Yom Kippur (Day of Atonement). They were days of repentance, days of personal reflection and examination, of covenant renewal. Awesome days of cleansing and reconnecting with the heart of the Father.

It seems like we have similar Days of Awe in our Christian faith. When Jesus ascended to the throne of God he left with instructions: "Stay in the city until you have been clothed with power from on high" (Luke 24:49). And that began ten days of waiting, not days of passivity but rather days of preparation. Since we are in the midst of these days right now (in 2015) I wanted to unpack what they might mean for us.

For those early disciples the ten days spent in the temple and in the upper room must have been days of awe indeed. They had just witnessed the death and resurrection of Jesus. And not only that, they had spent 40 days being taught and ministered to by the resurrected Jesus. His final words must have been ringing in their ears.

“All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore go and make disciples of all nations,baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age" (Matthew 28:18-20). This universal mission was so much more than they had anticipated. They thought the Messiah would drive out the Romans and inaugurate a new Golden Age for Israel. Instead, Jesus was commissioning them to disciple all the nations. Fortunately, they were not "missionaries" but "co-missionaries." The mission would be accomplished because (1) Jesus had all authority in heaven and earth, and (2) Jesus would be with them (and us) to the very end of the age. These days of awe must have allowed for some heavy discussions about the nature of this mission.

“Peace be with you! As the Father has sent me, I am sending you.” And with that he breathed on them and said, “Receive the Holy Spirit" (John 20:21-22). In fact, this was the very mission the Father had sent Jesus on coming into the world. In the very same way that the Father had sent Jesus, on the very same mission, Jesus was now sending his disciples. And to accomplish that mission, they had to "be receiving the Holy Spirit."

“Do not leave Jerusalem, but wait for the gift my Father promised, which you have heard me speak about. For John baptized with water, but in a few days you will be baptized with the Holy Spirit" (Acts 1:4-5). The record in Luke refers to the need to wait to be "clothed with power." In Acts Jesus refers to the need to be immersed in the Holy Spirit. Their ability to be on mission with Jesus would be entirely dependent on the presence and activity of the Holy Spirit. They would be co-laboring with the Holy Spirit as junior partners. They were joining a Holy Spirit mission.

"But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth" (Acts 1:8). This Kingdom of God Holy Spirit mission would empower them to "be witnesses." They would be the official evidence that the Gospel of Jesus was true. And while the mission would begin in Israel, it was to be a worldwide, universal mission, "to the ends of the earth." 

These words changed everything for the disciples. It must have been mind-blowing if not traumatic for them. They needed ten days to just wait, trusting that Jesus would send the Holy Spirit to begin the mission in and through them. How did they spent the time? "Then they worshiped him and returned to Jerusalem with great joy. And they stayed continually at the temple, praising God" (Luke 24:52). It looks like the gave themselves to praise and worship, in fact, to joyful celebration. And they focused on united, corporate prayer. "They all joined together constantly in prayer" (Acts 1:14). And this was before Pentecost! It's almost impossible these days to get folks to gather for one hour of focused corporate prayer. Imagine ten days! But they knew that if they were obey the Lord and his call to mission, they needed to wait for the Holy Spirit. An active, praise filled, prayer focused waiting. (Not everyone was able to make it through ten days; while 500 witnessed the ascension of Jesus, 120 were left on the day of Pentecost.) They also had some "house keeping" business to settle with the replacement of Judas. And after ten days - boom!

During our own high holy days, our days of personal reflection and preparation, we are reminded of the nature of the mission we are on with Jesus. When we came to Christ for forgiveness, salvation and new life, we signed up for the mission. We're not just waiting to die and go to heaven while doing our own thing in the interim. We are engaged in the work of discipling all nations, a mission that has been going on for 1985 years and will continue until it is complete.

We are also reminded of the need to wait for the Holy Spirit. Participating in the Mission of God is not a matter of strategic planning or clever marketing. It is a Holy Spirit mission. It requires being clothed with and receiving power from the Holy Spirit. It results in us being witnesses to the Good News of Jesus. It's a good thing that we have the occasional opportunity to listen, to reflect on, to prepare for, and to renew our commitment to following Jesus on mission in the world by the power of the Holy Spirit. May these be those days for you!